Monday, August 4, 2008 ♥.
It was the first time I had went to malaysia for a funeral.
Actually, it was the first time I went to a funeral.
When I heard the news on Thursday, I hadn't really absorbed the fact yet, and thought nothing of it.
Seeing my aunt lying in the coffin, I didn't know what to feel about it.
It just felt weird.
I think it was only when she was transported to the cremator, it was only then that I actually realised she wouldn't be there the next time I went back to Malaysia.
I think my youngest cousin took it the hardest.
He lost his mom at 14, what do you think?
But he was the only son who didn't cry.
Or tried not to and succeeded.
But I saw him having watery eyes.
After the cremation, we went to see my ahgong.
He looked so fragile, it was as though he was going to break anytime.
He was literally all skin and bone..
It was when I remembered him sitting at the couch, watching the news and asking me whether i had eaten full enough that I couldn't take it anymore and cried.
He couldn't move anything except for his arm..
He couldn't move anything except for his arm..
He could only murmur stuff that was hardly audible.
I cried 2 out of the 3 times we went to visit him.
I just couldn't stop..
I'm sorry this part of the post sounded emo-ish.
We went on our usual food tour~
But we had to finish it in one day, and I ate until I thought my stomach would burst.
Asam laksa, a bit of mee rebus, chendol, and kangkong.
When we finished I thought I had grown fatter by at least 2 kg.
But I didn't get to eat my favorite stingray~!
D:
Okay whatever lol.
Nai Ma kissed Priscilla today!!!
Ahahahah rofl.
Only the girls could see the real thing though, cause Priscilla was facing us and the boys were behind her.
I shall end my post here abruptly because I am suddenly reminded of KK's wallpaper on his phone.
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Posted @ 8:46 PM
Posted @ 8:46 PM